to flee or not to flee???
Went to her friendster acct and took a peek, Noticed she had changed her nick and open her pic page, saw some new fotos. I tried to forget bout everything that had so called happened and tried giving up. Ganjie had tried hard to persuade me to move on and thomas had encouraged me to carry on with my life but seems that bits and pieces still lingers. I had not been seeing her for one month plus liow and i still long to see her. Feel that she had been kind of like avoiding me or something.
I shouldnt be bloggin all this down but.....i have gained quite a bit of wisdom and way of life from everything since i worked and i can say that my exp pts had realli increased. Feel that things shouldnt be forced and "the greatest thing u'll ever learn is jus to love and be loved in return" but before all this, have to learn to luv urself first. We have to be selfish sometimes cos not all things work ur way or the way u want so sometimes its better to gain something first before losing something, then ur life will be so called balanced. If not u will tend to lose urself in the end.
Well, maybe she can go ahead and be frank bout it.....tell me straight and i can realli give it up and we can still go on as frens.....cos she's too good a fren to lose. I have learnt to take things easily as they come but of cos, somethings needs time to dilute. Guessed that she had lots of frens who acted kind of like the same way as me, fell for her and sort of things. That explains y she is so seasoned when it comes to handling all this thingy.
Might jus be that i think too much also.....old habit acting up again. might jus be she not in good mood as things had not realli been going well for her?? But no pt guessing and all lah.....we seems to be talking less cos i call her less often now and when i do, we dun realli tok much also.....i'm not realli good at toking lah especially to someone i adore. I can tok a lot of crap to frens and buddies but not to someone i like. Well, that me lor.....So still trying to smooth things out and trying to work things out. Hope that everything will go well in the end like wat she said, "everything will be fine in the end, if its not, then its no the end" well said, very well said indeed.
Cheers,
Teddy
I shouldnt be bloggin all this down but.....i have gained quite a bit of wisdom and way of life from everything since i worked and i can say that my exp pts had realli increased. Feel that things shouldnt be forced and "the greatest thing u'll ever learn is jus to love and be loved in return" but before all this, have to learn to luv urself first. We have to be selfish sometimes cos not all things work ur way or the way u want so sometimes its better to gain something first before losing something, then ur life will be so called balanced. If not u will tend to lose urself in the end.
Well, maybe she can go ahead and be frank bout it.....tell me straight and i can realli give it up and we can still go on as frens.....cos she's too good a fren to lose. I have learnt to take things easily as they come but of cos, somethings needs time to dilute. Guessed that she had lots of frens who acted kind of like the same way as me, fell for her and sort of things. That explains y she is so seasoned when it comes to handling all this thingy.
Might jus be that i think too much also.....old habit acting up again. might jus be she not in good mood as things had not realli been going well for her?? But no pt guessing and all lah.....we seems to be talking less cos i call her less often now and when i do, we dun realli tok much also.....i'm not realli good at toking lah especially to someone i adore. I can tok a lot of crap to frens and buddies but not to someone i like. Well, that me lor.....So still trying to smooth things out and trying to work things out. Hope that everything will go well in the end like wat she said, "everything will be fine in the end, if its not, then its no the end" well said, very well said indeed.
Cheers,
Teddy
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