will i be able to sing @ muchuan again?

KNS.....Ah du jus told me to sing on 31st aug onli then also never in form me that they are doing the final selection on that day and i thot its jus an ordinary new singers nite. And now i really wonder whether i will have the chance to sing in muchuan again. If i dont, i will be so so disappointed and i'm taking guitar lessons to enhance my ability to perform also.....if i am not selected, all my money and effort will sort of be wasted. :( But if i realli didnt get thru, looking on the bright side, at least i had the chance and had a wonderful exp.....keeping my fingers crossed now. Hope to hear good news soon lor. The most unforgettable exp is the day i performed @ suntec for charity on national day, i realli felt so satisfied and fulfilling after the performance and the feeling is even way much better than singing in muchuan. Realli hope i have the chance to perform in public again soon.

Its midweek and realli feel very tired from work. Starting to feel the hardship of working life. Feel lots of stress in office cos dun know y, things always go wrong one.....there wont be a day where things can go very smoothly, sure something will cock up one.....jus matter of big or small onli.....very tired leh.....haiz....

But i feel that its not the job, its the ppl working in the co. really.....sometimes how i wish i can do everything by myself then things wont cock up.....but i know i cant. And if i dun learn to manage all this, everywhere i go will be the same. Guess i muz grow up and thats where i gain exp and knowledge from lor.....still got a lot of things to learn thats y i'm still clinging on to the job. If not, i would have left long ago.....realli.

Thats all for todays blog, til i blog again.....

Cheers,
Teddy