TEDDY's Bloogie

HongKong trip

2006-11-14T21:54:00.000+07:00

am i too choosey?

2006-01-21T22:00:00.000+07:00

My colleagues will, from time to time, keep asking me why am i still not attached and offer to intro friends and relatives to me. Then keep saying that i am very choosey leading to the reason why i am still single. However, that not true lor, i'm not the choosey one, my expectation of a GF is actually quite simple. its the gals nowadays whose choosey. Hate to admit it but thats the world now. Gals are not as demure as the past, not as reserved. Compared to gals in our mother's time, characteristics of females species had evolved quite a fair bit. However, this theory does not apply across the board, there are still some exceptions though. Back to a slice of my life, been seeing quite a number of frens getting married and having children, they are making me quite worried actually as to whether i will be able to find someone, get married and set up my own family. Had been seeing a lot of gals my age, if not younger, already having babies.

Haiz, if really you were to look at the gals i liked before, you wont say i am choosey lor. But please dun intro gals to me, as part of my heart is not there anymore, hope the rainbow swallow finds it way back soon. :)

Best Newcomer of the year??

2005-11-23T19:12:00.000+07:00

JOS DnD 2005 (con't)

2005-11-19T16:34:00.000+07:00

JOS DnD 2005 (con't)

2005-11-19T16:13:00.000+07:00

JOS DnD 2005

2005-11-19T15:23:00.000+07:00

moving along

2005-10-22T01:10:00.000+07:00

Life's been pretty kind to me, all had been smooth sailing so far. My job had been satisfying and start to really see the kick of getting commission every month, family wise been well and circle of friends widening. Another secondary friend jus got married, wondering whose next. Colleagues had been really good to me and so far, every aspect of life had been pretty well maintained except for financial wise, still pretty weak and also love life la, can say 0, zero, 零，kosong. Well, i dun know why also, dun ask me, ask everyone else except me.

Watched the 40 year old virgin recently and was wondering if i would turn out like that. Hopefully not la, anyway its nothing to be ashame of being one la jus that sometimes i feel like u know, 24 yrs old liow and didnt even stepped into a relationship before. People thinking whether i am gay but i can guarantee that i am still attracted to females. Talking to my secondary school pals lately and they had been touching on this topic and asking me whether i need their help in getting a gal jus like the plot in the movie and was thinking, i hope not. Well, maybe i dun really have the charm or something la. Anyway, dun think its important now at this stage of my life, career and financial status is still priority now. Everything can come later i guess. Anyone begs to differ?

guess thats all i have to update in my blog for now. nothing much to say also. hopefully my commission will get more and more and find someone soon lor and also waiting for that someone. that particular one who had been appearing in my dreams....haha.

Cheers,
Teddy

人生

2005-09-22T23:57:00.000+07:00

常常在想，人生到底是什么？
我为什么而活，到底人生有什么义意？
从早忙到晚，就为了赚钱，为了生存。
一直在想，到底还有什么可以让我继续冲刺？

Life As it is

2005-09-19T00:02:00.000+07:00

Its getting more and more hectic in my work, glad that its this way cos in job wise, i am getting somewhere. emotionally, i wont have time to think so much. Its like i wish i have more time for myself kind of thing. Always looking forward to weekends where i can get to rest more. Not that i dun like my job, jus that its getting too hectic and taking up too much of my time, but i guess its good as i am still young and do not have any commitment as yet.

Joined Party world's "be a star 2005" and get eliminated in the quarter finals, well, think i am jus not good enuff. But of cos, i wont give up joining such competitions as a result of this event. Treat it as an experience ba. Anyway, its over liow, no point thinking to much about it, at least i got thru the audition.... haha.

Had a great mid autumn festival eve, wnet to labrador park with yan for voluntary work. although it was nothing like i thought, its quite tiring. really enjoy being around yan cos you never know when is the next stupid comment gonna come out from her. Well, she is still my rainbow swallow....haha!! cute as ever. I did not drive as my sis have to use the car, so i went over to her home and went over to labrador in her car, and we were an hour late. Its partly my fault cos i reached her house quite late and its partly her fault also cos she came down so late..... anyway, she looked quite moody thruout the evening and i didnt bother to ask her wat's wrong. Was thinking i shouldnt ask so much. Seems like there is so much things in her mind, i really dun mind sharing her problems, provided she share with me. really dun like to see her like that. Hope she's feeling fine now. Sometimes i wonder, how can anyone treat her badly in this world?? if i were to know about anyone who does that, promise i will do something to that person.

It seems like i still have feeling for her huh? well, i will be lying if i say no. I do, but i am not going to do anything about it i guess cos she is still attached if i am not wrong and i really wanna concentrate on my work now. believe wat's mine will be mine someday. Wishing her all the best for now and she will be happy always.

Cheers,
Teddy

Finally....

2005-09-08T23:01:00.000+07:00

After few months of unconnected life, my broadbandf connection is finally up again. Stupid Singnet have this promo for 256Kbps users giving them free upgrade to 512kbps....and price i pay is like $57.75 per month. Wanted to upgrade my plan long ago but my contract was not up yet so have to wait. Recently went to the PC show at suntec and saw the promo for 1500Kbps at $58, 36mths contract and they giving out free wireless modem with integrated router, $40 taka voucher and also a sony PSP that comes with two games..... Shiok, so i went for it. Long wanted to do this and luckily picked the right time. Well, not a bad deal la even though the last promo they gave out apple ibook....

Hmmmm....been pretty quiet lately huh....where had everyone gone to??

Cheers!! Keep life busy rite?!!

Cool place

2005-07-03T21:52:00.000+07:00

Hi all, like to introduce a newly open place which i feel its a super nice and cool place. Its called Liquid Kitchen, a pub that serves all kind of drinks and food also. Drinks price are quite reasonable and above all, its just opp my house....haha. i'm now here typing this blog. Very comfortable place with wireless internet access with no extra charges. and no, its not my laptop, its a loan set from Lenovo. anyway, this place is jus opp Thomson Community Club, beside a shell petrol kiosk. Well, if one fine day you decided to try out this place, please give me a call, i might be at home doing nothing and will be glad to come grab a beer or two. Erdinger?? I'm not trying to promote this place or wat, jus want to intro this cool place to you guys. Thats all folks, remember to give me a call huh!! ;)

Super fun sat

2005-06-19T21:23:00.000+07:00

Haiz.... Home PC down, HDD crashed so now can onli use notebook from office and worse thing is this set is meant for SMU for demo. Now tapping on my kind neighbour's wireless network and surfing for free. haha....bo pian, ppl stupid dun know how to secure their network so cannot blame me hor, Anyway they are jus being kind i guess. think i can jus terminate my broadband account and invest on a wireless network card instead. Sounds more feasible huh....hahaha EVIL....

Anyway, i had a super wonderful and fun saturday yesterday on the 18/06/05, participated in a car rally expedition thingy organised by IBM and SIS. I didnt feel like participating initially but the sales rep from SIS came to our office and asked us to join so i just sort of like entertain and joined the event, never expecting it to be so fun.

Its not a race, nothing like a race but its something like amazing race. We gathered at a big carpark opp delta house jus beside gan eng seng school, registered and were given IBM stickers and decals to stick on my BLACK LANCER. I joined the event with another two of my colleague, Joel and Velene. there was another team from my company also and they were an all gal team from the commercial sales team and when i saw their car, i couldnt believe my eyes, as there was a best dress car contest for $500, they decorated their until like malay wedding of hari raya lor.... a bit pai say to be in the same company as them that very day.....

oh yah, the top prize for the race was $1500, followed by $1000 and $500. i told velene and joel that we have to get the top prize no matter wat as we were all out of money liow. anyway back to the race, we decorated the car and an IBMer was assigned to be attached with my team. A cute gal called Shu Yin from IBM, haha happy like fuck lor.....got two cute gals in my car, dun mind anything liow....now u know why i enjoyed myself that much that day?? haha

the race started with a mission to unscrew one tire nut and show it to the marshaller to get the clue to the next checkpoint, did that without much effort and had to borrow the nut to my other colleague cos they cant find their nut wrench. Sometimes i wonder, wat else do women know besides shopping? anyway, the first location clue was pretty easy, CLUE1: name after a breed of DOG.....instantly, i shouted labrador park.....too easy lah....headd there and follow the car in front into the wrong carpark and i was smart as i knew there were two carpark at labrador park and after seeing so many participant loitering ard there, i immediately know that its at the other carpark and was i right or was i right...clever clever me.

we were handed a 10 questions questionaire and were suppose to run around the park looking for answers. and cos of our speed and intelligence ( the two gals were not bimbo la), we finished first and headed to the next location immediately which is over at clarke quay. its actually not the speed that counts, its the number of questions you answered correctly.

We were the first to reach clarke quay and there was a break as we reach there too fast haha....after that, we were asked to put together a jigsaw puzzle and answer the question on it and get a stamp and proceed to clarke quay riverside where we were given another questionaire and started searching for answer and after the questions, driver drives the car over to UOB building and the rest of the team take the river taxi over where on it they have to do certain task to complete yet another questionaire....heng i drive ah but also sad that i miss the boat ride cos i had never been on it before, wat a waste....

after that, on to the next destination which is macdonald next to west coast park. Very nice place which i didnt know existed. its basically heaven for kids i can say.
the whole team have to climb up the spider web thingy and touch the top of the highest point in order to proceed. and we reached there quite late due to the fact that we finish the clarke quay questionaire very late. so have to wait for the teams whom reached there first lor, we had nothing to do and went to play the flying fox thingy at the children play park.....haha, like over grown kids like that.... but we had fun and finally its our turn to climb the thing. we were not bad, all very sporting and flexible and of cos for me no problem at all lah, at least cannot lose face in front of cute gals rite??? completed it and given another set of questionaire again and this time its questions on IBM products and bad thing is i am only familiar with thinkpad and there were questions regarding IBM servers and Storage.....we finished the questionaires nevertheless and proceeded to the diner destination which is nearby, Republic of Singapore Yatch Club. Nice club and the dinner was buffet and before the prize presentation, there were games which had me twice carrying velene.....KNS, i big size then always kena this kind of shit job but joel was worse, he had to take off his top and kiss another man.....his task even more shit. anyway we didnt win anything except a washing board but we really had fun. After the dinner, i sent everyone home as we all lived nearby. with that, a fantastic and funtastic sat ended and was very glad to know Shu Yin, the cute pretty gal from IBM Client team GSMB. very fruitful sat indeed.

Hope to have this kind of activities more often and i will try to get some photos from the organiser and try to post them online. in the meanwhile, Take care and Cheers!!!

Regards,
Teddy

headlesschickentravels.blogspot.com

2005-06-03T23:44:00.000+07:00

Jus finished reading my Poly mate's blog which he created to log down his lone venture for a backpacking trip to northern thailand. Was really really impress by his deed and make me feel that life is not just trying to earn money and go after material needs. Makes me really feels like doing that too. He went for three weeks and only spent $700 in total, Incredible!!!

I really wonder when i will have the chance to do the things i really bream of doing, travelling is one of them and another is to open a Jazz pub/lounge. Dream on you might say, well, i'm a pisces, a dreamer.....

Been really really busy recently with work and RT, however, feels better as you wont tend to think too much every other things and make your day much more fulfilling too. All those things about love and relationships and all had been driving me nuts, especially after vi rejected me. Well, history repeated itself, no doubt. Maybe i'm just fated to be lonely.

I think i will start saving up for a backpacking trip to somewhere while i'm still young and healthy. Wont want to regret after i am more tied down by commitments. Anyone wanna join me? suggest a place, hopefully somewhere cooler cos asia is jus too damn bloody warm.

well, thats it.....dun forget to let me in if you have any backpacking ideas, but make sure its plan well before time as i need to save up and plan to take leave from work if it were to be implemented.

Take care Folks,

Cheers,
Teddy

Crazy KTV session with colleagues

2005-03-29T21:12:00.000+07:00

Last thursday, good friday eve, our company Jardine OneSolution (2001) Pte Ltd had an annual biz launch at Oriental hotel. Following that, we headed to Party World at shenton for a crazy nite. Here are some of the pics taken. Enjoy!!

me and my manager, Elsbeth

me, Hengkee, Joel and half of sally

Very cramp til need to stand up

yo wassup??

wat kind of expression is that?

gui ah!!! gui!!!!

happily singing away

The final Countdown!!!!

2005-03-20T21:35:00.000+07:00

Thats it, 24hrs more before i get to see her. Dun really know the exact time but it should be ard this time tomolo nite. In the meanwhile, waiting for her call and maybe go read The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom. Pretty good book which got me hooked. I can say books like that are hard to come by and books that can get me hooked are even harder to come by. So i suggest, consider picking up the book in any major book store (under the bestsellers section) and give it a read. This is one book you dun want to miss.

Better not type too much.....gonna wait for her call and also count down to her return.

Cheers,
Teddy ;)

Saturday?

2005-03-19T23:32:00.000+07:00

My most exciting moment on 19/03/05 Saturday, is nite time when vi called me. Really enjoyed talking to her as it really helps curb my addiction of her. Had been missing her so much for the whole day and worse thing is nobody jio me out or anything. Got so bored.....but Gaston actually brought his notebook over for some reformating and we spent the whole afternoon and evening trying to fix it. Counting down to her return.....hoping to see her in my dream in the mean time. " Vi, i miss you so much."

Missing Vi,
Teddy

Meaning of ecstatic

2005-03-19T00:50:00.000+07:00

Just before i was thinking of starting on typing this blog, Vi called me....FROM HK!!!! Was overjoyed when i saw her name appear on the screen of my mobile phone!! "Vive"....and i was like @@....haha!!!! I wanted to call her but was hesitating as i know she would be busy and tired so i didnt really want to disturb her momentum while working and i didnt really expect her to call.

She flew to HK on fri morning for her company event which she and her colleague were put in charged. They really had a hard time planning and co-ordinating the whole thing and often than not, she had to work OT. And on that particular day when the both of them worked til 12 plus midnight, i was there with them. Actually i ta bao dinner for them la. I wasnt planning to meet her as she said she will be working til late so i called home and informed my mum to cook my share for dinner. I headed straight home and went jogging. After my run, she called and ask me to help ta bao food for her and her colleague which i did after i had mine.

Now, she's in HK, and seriously, i do miss her alot. Keep wanting to call her but afraid to disrupt her. I dun even miss my parents so much when they went overseas. Not seeing her or hearing her for one day is like months had passed, so dun ask me y i look so gloomy huh!!! How i wish that i am there with her now. If i am filthy rich, i wont be here typing this blog le.....Haiz....y am i not born rich???

Wah.....i cant stop smiling when i was on the phone with her.....even up til now.....Realli looking forward to monday when she returns!!! Monday come QUICK!!!

Cheers,
Teddy ;)

A wonderful 24th birthday

2005-03-08T23:11:00.000+07:00

Happy birthday to me!!!! My birthday last year, i received the most wonderful gift from ah yan, that is i got to know my ganjie and vive. For this, i owe ah yan alot alot which i dun know how to eva repay her also. and that was last year's birthday.

this year's birthday was even more unforgettable. I received this:

my wonderful birthday present

And the best part is that it was sent to my office. Imagine all the suan-ing by my colleagues.....-_-" I'm not going to disclose who sent it but if you are good enuff, u might be able to make out the words on the card. But i was very happy and i could not stop smiling after that. i didnt expect that and this year, i was thinking of jus dinner with frens and expected nothing much and i got more than i ask for. treated my colleagues to dinner and got a RAOUL shirt and tie from them. And of cos, a car handheld vacuum i wanted to buy from kk and frens. A nice pouch from my ganjie, Waterboys VCD set from justin and kok bin, which was also wat i was looking for. Ultimately, this is the most memorable birthday so far in my life. And i want to really thank that someone who sent me the very "Girly" sunflowers and facial treatment essence. To the one who sent me flower: U definitely made my day and my life, will treasure you no matter wat. Thanks so much once again and i love you. ;)

Cheers,
Teddy

Happy new year and happy valentines day

2005-02-16T21:18:00.000+07:00

Haha.....super duper long time liow....got ppl complain liow lor. Ok, here i go.

Yes, i have not been home early for the past one month i think. That explains the emptiness of my blog and no, dun realli have pics to post ;( Was out with her almost every nite, for dinner, shopping or jus wondering ard. Went to chinatown twice, one was simply wandering ard and the other was with purpose, buy ba gua.

Was realli happy with her cos i can realli be myself when she is ard. Dun have to hide anything and act abnormal. We realli clique, jus like that. Maybe its our character or maybe we are jus alike. Have "almost" the same taste, look carefully, its "almost". Cos she realli can tahan spicy food. Basically, the spicier the better. I can say she cant survive without chilli.

Chinese New Year was quite normal except that this year dun have to spend it in camp. And that feeling is great. Besides that, all quite normal. And seems that this year, luck is not on my side. Had been losing in games since the first day of Chinese new year til now lor. Think add up almost lost $100 liow.....Wah lau aye...xim tiah!!!!

Haiz.....should not have gambled in the first place la huh?? but dun realli feel bad la cos money can be earned one. Dun believe my luck will be down for the whole year lor. But i wont gamble liow la except maybe buy some toto or 4d or scratchit every now and then lor. But i never betted huge sum la.....Xiao du yi qing, da du shang gan qing.....

To better luck for the rest of the year, Cheers.

Hope everyone fa da chai in the year of rooster and best of health.

Gong Xi Fa Cai
Wan Shi Ru Yi
Xin Siang Shi Cheng
Hong Yun Dang Tou

HUAT AR!!!!!!

sianz....

2005-01-27T23:20:00.000+07:00

Piangz.....jus found out that i failed a module for my advance dip. course. took two module last sem, financial management and intl' marketing strategy. thot i was going to fail the financial module but failed the marketing module instead.....and i thot i can finish my course this yr....looks like i have to drag another sem into yr 2006 liow.....shit lah!

Cannot, muz buck up liow.....and wats worse? i have not booked my IPPT date til now and window closing in early march.....and i sure cannot pass one lor. dun feel like taking cos already know cannot pass liow. but heard at least must take once....how??

anyway, here a pic taken at Suntec of me and Vive, was doing roadshow in suntec and vive works there too so met her for lunch.....photo was takened using my company camera. ;Þ

To a better tomolo, Cheers!!
Teddy

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Sat nite out with some new frens

2005-01-18T19:51:00.000+07:00

Being frenly is one of my traits lah and those ppl who knows me know that pretty well. Well, we can never have enough frens. Spent a very fruitful day on last saturday, 15/01/05, knowing a bunch of nice and fun frens. We had steamboat at liang seah street in a restaurent call xian de lai. Not bad lah jus that the food was a bit overwhelming. After which we went to marina south for bowling game and wow, few of them realli experts leh.....let me intro the new frens i've met.

L to R: YinYing, Joyce, Jolene, my nu peng you vive, and ah yan. (note that Joyce and Jolene are twins)

L to R: Andrew(joyce's boyboy), Clarence(yan's boyboy), that's me ;Þ, Melvin(jolene's boyboy) and Adriane(yinying's boyboy)

Finally the long awaited Pics from sebana cove

2005-01-04T22:11:00.000+07:00

hi ppl..... i jus got the photos today from my colleague. wah....never ask never give one. KNS. Anyway i got it liow lah. Here they are.....enjoy!!!

statue??

we were suppose to be statues

telematch

yeah....we got to the finals

left left left right left

they call it skiing on grass...

relac after game

a grp foto before dinner

bigger grp foto

Cheers,
Teddy

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

2005-01-01T15:05:00.000+07:00

Best wishes to all out there in yr 2005. And to all the victims of the tsunami, be strong, Help in on the way. Love is on the way. Hang on.

Had been quite a while since i last blogged like wat raymond said, cos i had been waiting for photos from my trip to Sebana cove in JB and also Xmas pics. and i have not got it yet folks. Partly also cos of work lah. Well, i will not wait further. Wil just continue to blog and when i get the pics, will jus post them anyway.

Had a wonderful Xmas eve at Costa sand resort pasir ris organised by KK. Although we were sort of like the only two who were busy preparing for all the things on that day itself, managed to make it work lah. Furthermore, got to know new frens during the chalet. People like Chiow Yan, the cute gal, brian and kelvin, very nice ppl. Guess thats the most precious and lasting present u will ever get during xmas. This year, i received a lot of xmas present which was not the case in previous years. Maybe its cos i give a lot this year and wat goes ard comes ard. Received a lot of gifts from colleagues and frens. and although the countdown not super duper happening, we still made it quite fun especially with my Platoon3 ppl who can make things happening wherever we are.

New yr's eve was a lot more quiet and peaceful. Met up with ganjie, bernard and chiow yan for dinner, followed by a brief session of Pool and movie after that. Watched Meet the fockers, sequel to meet the parents. Not a bad show and its quite funny. Can watch lah. After the show, we went downstairs of cineleisure for a small countdown and went back up to Kbox for KTV session for the rest of the nite til 5 plus. Everyone was shagged out, and i quite enjoyed it cos i get to sing thru new year. Chiow yan is a very good singer. she possess a nice voice even though she claim that she was not blessed with one. she can sing pretty well, jus that she need to learn to control her air output when she is singing thru the control of her diaphram. in chinese, its called "Dan Tian". and also her pitching a bit out sometimes especially when there is a transition of key change. But overall, she has a very good voice.

Had a quiet eve this year unlike last year where i went to the foam party in sentosa. anyway, was glad that i had spent it with ppl i adore and overall was quite satisfied with everything. At least we dun have to go thru the tragedy which the tsunami victims did rite?? so we should be happy leh.

Once again, Happy new year and may all ur wishes be granted in yr 2005. Cheers, Teddy

Exams over

2004-12-07T22:27:00.000+07:00

Exam finally over liow. I should be feeling relieved?? Well, seems to me that this is not the case leh, cos i feel more pressurized liow as to whether i can pass the paper or not. As i really dun want to disappoint my father whom had paid for the fee. I should have put in more effort into studies lah. Haiz....too late liow lor. A word of advice for Tommy boy....."Start Now, Dun Wait Til Its Too Late". Actually i am quite tired of my life and how i live my life liow. Tired of being the Good guy whom everybody think could be expandable. Tired of being fat.....tired of being Mr. nice guy and all. Always have the feeling of under-achieving. Maybe i should realli go do something bout it and start making life interesting for myself. I love music so maybe i should go take part in competitions and spice up my life. Seriously, if i have the money now, i would start up a business on my own and try to make things happen. Feel that its more satisfying this way, Opening a cafe with sofa seats and dimly litted, playing downtempo grooves, jazz, blues, bossa nova and serving good coffee or alcohol with a pool table or two. i onli get to live once and its onli for that few decades and i had already spent a quarter of my life loofing ard without accomplishing much. Its time i live for myself and stop living life for others. Is this wat they call the Quarter-life Crisis?? i need Guidance, i Need a sign or a beacon to show me the way. Feeling sort of lost rite now.....Light of Hope??? YES, Please....Over Here.....Maybe i should just start with my fitness routine. Hopefully this urge to keep fit can sustain for a while.

Cheers,
Teddy-yu ren(Fool)

this week....

2004-11-28T22:44:00.000+07:00

nothing much happening this week. Had to set up a mini roadshow at suntec for a stupid lame game launch. Its really that lame.....Dun believe go see for urself @ www.mycity.com.sg and washed the car on Sat and stupid thing is it started to rain while i was wiping of the water on the car.....Damn pissed off lah. Waited til the rain stop then wipe again. This weekend was like family days to me, cos my dad's cab broke down and had to be repaired before he can start driving again and they dun work thru the weekend. So was at home on Sat and Sun and the whole family had dinner together on both nites like we used to. Went to collect my Islander Card today finally and my whole family went depite the pouring rain. We drove lah....if not they sure wont go one. drove ard sentosa and walk abit at the ferry terminal and decided to leave as the rain gets heavier. Went to chinatown, Dad did some shopping and had dinner and went home. And not long after, went to suntec to pack up stuffs of the mini roadshow and finally.....realli finally bought my dumb bells at the Aibi roadshow. Had been wanting to get the dumb bells since beginning of the year. So, finally lah.....gonna workout at home and try to shape up liow.....and also...had not realli been running also.....muz restart after the exams which is next week. Wish me luck ba.....To bigger biceps.....JIA YOU!!!! Cheers, Teddy