Life As it is
Its getting more and more hectic in my work, glad that its this way cos in job wise, i am getting somewhere. emotionally, i wont have time to think so much. Its like i wish i have more time for myself kind of thing. Always looking forward to weekends where i can get to rest more. Not that i dun like my job, jus that its getting too hectic and taking up too much of my time, but i guess its good as i am still young and do not have any commitment as yet.
Joined Party world's "be a star 2005" and get eliminated in the quarter finals, well, think i am jus not good enuff. But of cos, i wont give up joining such competitions as a result of this event. Treat it as an experience ba. Anyway, its over liow, no point thinking to much about it, at least i got thru the audition.... haha.
Had a great mid autumn festival eve, wnet to labrador park with yan for voluntary work. although it was nothing like i thought, its quite tiring. really enjoy being around yan cos you never know when is the next stupid comment gonna come out from her. Well, she is still my rainbow swallow....haha!! cute as ever. I did not drive as my sis have to use the car, so i went over to her home and went over to labrador in her car, and we were an hour late. Its partly my fault cos i reached her house quite late and its partly her fault also cos she came down so late..... anyway, she looked quite moody thruout the evening and i didnt bother to ask her wat's wrong. Was thinking i shouldnt ask so much. Seems like there is so much things in her mind, i really dun mind sharing her problems, provided she share with me. really dun like to see her like that. Hope she's feeling fine now. Sometimes i wonder, how can anyone treat her badly in this world?? if i were to know about anyone who does that, promise i will do something to that person.
It seems like i still have feeling for her huh? well, i will be lying if i say no. I do, but i am not going to do anything about it i guess cos she is still attached if i am not wrong and i really wanna concentrate on my work now. believe wat's mine will be mine someday. Wishing her all the best for now and she will be happy always.
Cheers,
Teddy
Joined Party world's "be a star 2005" and get eliminated in the quarter finals, well, think i am jus not good enuff. But of cos, i wont give up joining such competitions as a result of this event. Treat it as an experience ba. Anyway, its over liow, no point thinking to much about it, at least i got thru the audition.... haha.
Had a great mid autumn festival eve, wnet to labrador park with yan for voluntary work. although it was nothing like i thought, its quite tiring. really enjoy being around yan cos you never know when is the next stupid comment gonna come out from her. Well, she is still my rainbow swallow....haha!! cute as ever. I did not drive as my sis have to use the car, so i went over to her home and went over to labrador in her car, and we were an hour late. Its partly my fault cos i reached her house quite late and its partly her fault also cos she came down so late..... anyway, she looked quite moody thruout the evening and i didnt bother to ask her wat's wrong. Was thinking i shouldnt ask so much. Seems like there is so much things in her mind, i really dun mind sharing her problems, provided she share with me. really dun like to see her like that. Hope she's feeling fine now. Sometimes i wonder, how can anyone treat her badly in this world?? if i were to know about anyone who does that, promise i will do something to that person.
It seems like i still have feeling for her huh? well, i will be lying if i say no. I do, but i am not going to do anything about it i guess cos she is still attached if i am not wrong and i really wanna concentrate on my work now. believe wat's mine will be mine someday. Wishing her all the best for now and she will be happy always.
Cheers,
Teddy
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