23rd of july @ Dbl O...

my ganjie and i



me, loon(bmt fren) and his fren also @ Dbl O


fotos downloadable @ www.dbl-o.com

Cheers,
Teddy (LuvsHY)

A Long Week Jus Passed!!!

Wat a long week this was.....and Finally the weekend is here. Doing roadshow at NUS the whole of this week and it totally shagged me out. So tired but also quite a good week cos dun have to stay in office everyday. I agree wif thomas, gals in singapore r getting pretty fine and wow, did i have a diabetic week in NUS.....but HY is still the one in my mind now......hehe i very zhuan yi one i tell u....overall its a fun week lah.

Found out during midweek that hy actually reads my blog. (cannot write bad things bout her liow haha) Was both happy and shocked to find out lah, that she actually bothers to read. (maybe too bored, thats y) Happy becos she will find out how i feel bout her and shocked cos this is suppose to be my personal diary kind of thing.....
(and she wont even let me take a peak into her small calender diary...kns -_-") but i dont mind lah, i respect her privacy. She had been working really hard and i very scared that she will fall sick. Hope that she stay healthy forever. She has this bad habit of staying up late at nite and its bad for health if she dont kick the habit. ( yan, remember the newspaper cutting we saw in NUH??) Try kicking the habit and sleep earlier can?? for my sake? Can??(i doubt so hehe)

I will be performing again this coming Sunday and the next coming sunday also from 3 to 5.30 in the afternoon. And same thing lah...super last min notice one. Ah du always like that one but also good lah, cos i dont mind also since sunday nothing on one lah hehe.....If free can come lor...

Cheers,
Teddy (u're still the 1, Y@n)

Its unbelievable

Yup, i cant believe it either.....came home from work, and had the urge to actually go running and the thing is that i had not been doing that for almost 4 to 5 months liow since i ORD. My mum didnt cook, called hy and she need to do OT, called ganjie whose suppose to be at clementi but in the end she not going anymore, justin going home, so no khaki to eat dinner. Asked my mum to da bao something for me instead and went home early. In the bus on the way home, saw lots of ppl joggin and excercising and thought that how nice it would be to start excercising again like in NS. Now i know y thomas can get so unhappy when he dun get to exercise. Had a nice 40mins jog to Bishan park and back and surprisingly, i dun feel tired at all and my stamina is still intact cos i never stop thruout the run. And i feel so wonderful and fulfilling after the run. So was thinking of trying to do that every evening before dinner. Make it a Before Dinner Run.....The run totally destress me and i feel so good after sweating so much. One Word "SHIOK".

Wanted to watch Private Parts opening on 28th july at the esplanade but ant find khaki also.....looked thru sistic website last nite and wanted to actually buy the tics online so smsed hy to ask her if she will be free on sat nite. She never reply so i called her and she also never answer.....so in the end i didnt buy cos scared wait buy liow wat if she couldnt make it, who am i suppose to find someone to go wif? Cos she mentioned to me before that she wanted to watch it so maybe do something lor but in the end, she smsed me last nite ard 2 and told me that she had already bought the tics and she will be watching it wif vive.....and she had also bought tics to the moscow circus.....:( was so disappointed that she actually bought the tics. not that she not going wif me lah but its jus that she also never ask me anything bout whether i want to watch or anything..... :'(
y??? i dont know leh.....well i cant blame her lah...vive her best fren leh.....so i cant be jealous jus becos of that if not i will look totally like a chabo. wonder who she is going to the circus.....well i guess its vive again lor.....hehe.....well at least she's not going wif another guy rite??

Cheers,
Teddy:"512"!!

almost 10 yrs of frenship

Attended my secondary school NPCC fren's gf 21st birthday party at costa sand pasir ris chalet last nite. It was sort of a fruitful nite as i did enjoy myself and it was realli nice to see all the frens from secondary school eca again. Although we met up quite often, (well, definitely more often than my secondary school classmates.) we still had so much to catch up. It had been a long time since i went to a chalet and i did not realli feel tired even after chionging on fri nite. But initially i didnt want to stay overnite but after some persuasion and psychoing by my frens, i drove the van which my fren rented back home, bath, change out of my contact lenses and headed straight back there.
 
Went back there and they started playing black jack and toking bout bad luck.....i join the game and during my first rd, the banker got a ban ban.....KNS....i betted one buck and lost 3 bucks instantly. And the rest started blaming me for joining in the game and seriously i feel that it was a mistake to join the game after all cos eventually, i lost all my coins worth of 5 bucks. I stopped playing after that....not that i hv no money lah but u know u suay liow u still want to continue play and lost meh? After a while, another fren also lost everything and he jio me go downstairs drink...and we had a relaxing conversation accompanied by the nite breeze and GIN TONIC.....super relaxing and we kind of sat there til ard 6 in the morning and chatted about BGR, and everything we can think of lah.....its been a realli long time since i stay awake all nite liow. I'm like totally destressed after the chalet trip.....glad i went and in fact alone, if not i wouldnt have stayed overnite. And we brought the period of our frenship up and to my surprised, 10 yrs had passed and we had known each other for 10 yrs liow and am i glad we still kept in contact and we are still such close frens. And no doubt, this frenship will never end. In fact we org a gathering every now and then during the festive seasons most of the time if not jus a nite out for dinner. I'm so lucky to have this bunch of frens and to them, i wish them happiness and health for as long as they live.....cheers, and hopefully ah lau will hold his traditionally wedding soon and we shall have another round of celebration again. This time, Bu zui bu gui, zui le bian wu gui......haha Toast to frenship.....cheers!!!
 
CHEERS,
Teddy Teo yong sen (luv y@n)

wah...been clubbing too much

Dun know y, after i started working, been drinking or clubbing almost every weekend

and to tell u the truth, now sort of have this phobia for drinking liow esp tequila and whiskey.

whenever i smell them, i feel like puking. cannot lah, feel that something have to be done and

have to stop liow cos had been realli spending like mad cos of this kind of lifestyle....

Dun realli feel like clubbing one last nite, went for a company function last nite at robertson

walk(jus beside Dbl o DUH....) and my ganjie karen happen to forward me an sms saying that

if i show the guy at the entrance of Dbl o that sms b4 10, can get free entry and one drink to go

along also. That worths $23 bucks for gawd sake....wat good deal rite? so jus go lor since i went

to find out at ard 8 and the person gave me the chop and the drink voucher. And the lame thing

is that i even mass forward the sms to all thats in my hp address book who i know got chiong a

bit one but wat the heck, onli a few went. Of cos my ganjie on hearing that its not a fraud, rush

down immediately haha but last nite was quite nice. Had a nice and hearty chat wif my ganjie,

met and catch up wif one of my poly classmate whom i had not met for so long, and also a bmt

mate whom also responded to the sms haha.....and he thanked me big time like i did a great

deed like that..(in fact to think of it, i did :)) haha had a great time last nite but it would be better

if she was there also.

I smsed her when i woke up this afternoon informing her that i would go fetch her from

her school and after that we would go to my sec sch fren's chalet. then she replied for wat?.....-_-" phengz....yesterday jus told her and in fact had told her since the beginning of the week

and she can forget. Well, looks like i have to go alone liow lor. Wat to do? should i go fetch

her anyway and spend some time wif her?? hmmm...maybe i should lor...ermm.....see how lah huh??

 
cheers,
teddy (luv hy)  

when will i reach my.....

幸福车站
曲：方文良 词：Benny.C 编：梁介洋

 
准备好了吗  九月九号九点九分两个人就要出发
不带行李 也不带牵挂 向幸福车站出发

你看窗外啊  像不像一张又一张飞过了莫内的画
让我眼睛也舍不得眨  都因为有你对吧

艾菲尔铁塔都因为恋人的约定才浪漫的呀
不管到哪 只要我身边有你 就够了就够了就够了

幸福车站要两个人才能到达 票根是一句回答
说跟着我你就不怕
橱窗里那件白纱 何时为我穿上了它

幸福车站没有王子骑着白马 只有真心的傻瓜
在终点为你盖个家
风雨都吹不垮 爱到有了白发 You Still My Love

所有的恋人啊 幸福站快到了
别忘了真心啊 幸福站快到了
下站请带着它 幸福站快到了

I do hope that they will announce upon arrival cos lots of ppl wont know when to alight. Rite??

cheers,
Teddy ( luv y@N)

habits.....

Life's so dull and boring.....weeks after weeks of almost the same thing happening again and again day after day and the weekends always have to pass so damn bloddy fast. Hy says that the weekends passes fast is cos u enjoy the weekend but i beg to differ though. Cos i usually sleep away my weekends, hahaha :)  Always sleep late on friday nites and then sleep til ard 2 to 3 on sat afternoon, wat fucking waste....i always feel but arent weekend suppose to be meant for u to rest?? And i realli wish i can see Hy more often lor.....she always seems so busy, wif her work and studies, feel that she dun even have time for herself. Not to mention that she have so many frens queueing up to meet her. Well, when u love someone, u have to accept who and wat she is and i love her so i have to accept the fact that she realli have lots of frens and like she said, she treasure frenship more than anything else..... :( well .....wat can i say?? At least she is trying..... Realli wish i can share some of her burdens and all that she is going thru now.
 
Now i have this habit of logging online everynite and check mail, friendster, animesuki to check for latest naruto and initial d, then follow by my own blog then to others blog to check for latest updates. It had realli turn into a habit liow lor. more of like a ritual or routine kind of habit liow. dun know whether its healthy or not leh haha -_-" lame rite?? maybe too free lor...maybe i should start reading up for my module liow starting in aug. well, really muz start liow lah if not wait too late liow then last min lagi jia lat. yup jus start reading up wont harm lor.....hmmm.... tok so much then go do it lah....-_-" lame!!!
 
Haiz......life sux??
 
yes it does.... but wif hy, life's sweet :D
 
cheers,
Hy's (teddy brand) alarm clock  

Wat a Wonder(ful) World~......

I wonder,.....

-when will she ever love me?
-when will she call me and talk to me?
-when will she SMS me??
-when will she ever care bout me like i care for her?
-when will we be together?
-is she thinking of me?
-does she miss me?
-y am i trying so hard when....
-what is she thinking?
-am i that bad?
-when will i fulfil my dream of opening a JAZZ cafe??
-when will i earn my first million?
-when will i own my own car?
-when will i jus be happy?
-when will all the stupid killings ard the world end?
-wat am i living for?
-does love really exist?
-wat is love?
-why am i alive?
-wat have i achieve so far in my life?
-wat am i working for?
-is everything i do getting me anywhere?
-am i getting anywhere?

Sometimes i realli wonder......theres so much doubts in life.
Wat a Wonder(ful) world indeed..
so sian

cheers,
Teddy

Peer pressure??

hey hey.....look who we have here....think kena influenced by me lah haha. justin foo's blog.....check it out from my links. Well, dont know leh, but i feel that writing blog is the electronic way of writing a diary or a journal of some kind. It definitely make me feel a lot better during my down days where i would post all my problems and thots and hopefully share wif the world and get some advice in the midst of it. I feel that its nice to share ur thots wif someone who would bother to visit ur blog stie and read all the shit u have typed and understand ur feeling at that moment of time. Well, at least u know that u'r not alone in this world to have had this problem.....agreed?? We are human after all and sometimes we succumb to emotions and feelings without knowing. well, at least i know i am one of them.....

Was on a crowded bus, way home from bugis after passing cheques to frens, and this guy who sits beside me, toking on his hp. the irritating thing is how he use the phone. using his nokia hp, everytime he speaks, he have to bring the phone from his ears to the front of his mouth and speak into the mic of the phone.....how fucking LAME can this guy get man....y?? scared the other party cannot hear izzit?? or is the other party hearing impaired? y have to listen to the phone and bring in front of his face to speak?? no wonder everytime i listen to phone calls, it always sounds so loud.....wonder wat this ppl been thinking leh.....yr 2004 with such advance technology and ppl have to insult the technology of the information age.....how sad.....i think the inventor of mobile phone will kill himself if he sees how ppl are utilising his invention like that. and thats not the onli person i saw doing that lor.....well i mean the mic of these mobile works so well that it picks up even the background noise of the surrounding while using it lor....and also hor....u seen ppl using handsfree set while holding mobile phone in one hand?? can someone explain to me what is the meaning of HANDSFREE??? Idiots leh these ppl.....total insult to technology.....i jus hope i wont see anyone holding their mobile phone in their hand while using bluetooth handsfree set.

Cheers,
Teddy(177155117G Hy) ;)

Love??Wat is love??

Went to SMU today to do notebook distribution. Was doing it for the past few days also lah and today, when i was jus suppose to step out of my void deck, it started to rain realli heavily. So LL, went back up home and got a small foldable umbrella (wat to do? if not sure wet one and have to reach there on time. although i reached there a bit late lah) and the stupid thing is i so BIG size and carries such big bag and the stupid umbrella so small..... but never realli got wet lah..my bag did haha!!

Reached SMU and ard 10 plus to 11, started to have runny nose. feel like a flu coming up lor and after that, feel damn sick for the whole day. used up all my tissue and still have to stay inside aircon room and have to run up and down and got a bit wet. like that how not to get sick??. after that feel sick for the whole day lor and still have to work late.....been working late since Monday lor...getting tired and sick of working man....haha so fast...jus started two months ago onli.

Visited thomas's blog again and found out he realli so free that he can go jogging, go bank, go look for his mardder and some more go orchard road jalan jalan. envy him so much...how i wish i have all that time. Then read my ganjie's blog also and hers was a damn long blog explaining wat true love is.....well, quite tru lah but dont know lah. cos i had been trying so hard and nothing seems to work for me lah.....(YoU cAn'T mAkE sOmEoNe LuV yOu, aLl YoU cAn Do Is Be SoMeOnE wHo CaN bE lOvEd, ThE rEsT iS uP tO tHe PeRsOn To ReAlIzE yOuR wOrTh~)-->last sentence from my ganjie's blog. How long will it take her to realize my worth?? maybe she will never find out lor.....it really feels so fucked up to love someone so much and not get anything back lah seriously. but i never expected anything back also lah.....Well, i never had a GF before and was never realli been in a relationship b4, and i realli want her to be my first..(Pathetic rite?? so old liow still no gf yet) maybe i am realli a person so unlovable bah. Wat is it huh?? the fact that i'm ugly, too big size?? fat?? my face, my body?? or izzit simply my character?? can someone enlighten me?? Wats wrong wif me?? i really like and love her so much and i care so much about her.....well, wat to do??i guess its jus me lah huh??

going to cut hair this sunday.....hmmmm wat color should i dye huh?? any suggestion anyone??

cheers,
Teddy (IHY)

Which is the most hardworking race??

Well so much about races and Fucking muslims and watsoever.....(found out today that lots of ppl are racist against malays, wonder why also) And my dear fren thomas touch on the diligence issue that malays are not a hardworking bunch.....well i feel its more of the culture or the environment the malays are brought up in. Some malays are very hardworking one.....well as for indians, some of them also very hardworking.

I was in a cab going back to office from SMU today, i saw two indians standing on the road divider looking thru a elevation device.( everytime u see construction workers looking thru something on a tripod??) Both of them wearing luminous vest and safety helmet....and i dont see any major construction nearby, and apparently, one of them was the supervisor of some kind teaching the other one to use the thingy. and the supervisor, he was actually holding a Hammer in one of his hand. Two indian guy, in the middle of the road, wearing safety helmet and one of them holding a hammer. Then this thot came into my mind, was the hammer used to knock the other indian's head who was actually learning to use the thingy when he made mistakes?? Maybe that explains the safety helmet which i dont see the neccessity of wearing one.

well so much for all the stupid stuff on races and Muslims.....was very busy as usual like last week and the week before last and the week before last, and before i know it, two more days before the weekend again....time passes super fast when u r busy....its like in a blink of an eye lah realli....Well, realli learnt a lot from my current job lah...gone thru a lot in such short time and i tell myself that all this is part of life and treat this as a training for my future endeavour. I can say that i'm truly lucky to be able to acquire this challenging job and be able to learn and also allowed to make mistakes and not get into deep shit. And of cos, i will definitely learn thru all the mistakes i had commited and pick up new skills and knowledge on the way.....Hopefully they will make me a better person in life and help me in my future business venture. Dont ask me what business i am going into cos i also dun know....i believe in chances and opportunities. So til my chances and opportunities pass by, i will have to keep learning and make sure that when the chances appears, the mistakes i made will help me by not repeating them again. Dun be afraid to make mistakes, learn from them. Mistakes are our teacher of life. Make mistakes while u r still young, cos when u grow older, it might be too late when forgiveness is not an option anymore.

cheers,
Teddy (177155HY)

KNN.....Fucking sick lor!!!!!!

Pls be informed that this video clip r not for the weak hearted. It is REAL!!! The inside contents of cuting the head off LIVE. Close it if U do not like.Pls beware.The murder starts from 2 min 30 secs.. infront is all talk and talk and talk.....

http://singapore20plus.org/temp/KoreanBeheaded.wmv


After watching the clip and also the previous beheading of the american guy, I am totally disappointed in mankind.....after centuries of civilization, are we worth it?? I jus dont understand everything.....and it onli happens in muslim countries like in indonesia where it happened before also. Now i totally agree wif my fren thomas whose blog highlighted the social problems created by the particular race. Why cant america jus fucking throw them a nuclear warhead and wipe them out?? Cleanse them off the face of earth. So that ppl there dont have to be beheaded one by one. The sick thing is how they can do it to live human.....and with the chanting.....seriously when i frist saw the beheading of the american, i totally cant sleep man. Wat is happening to the world? Did their religion teach them or even encourage them to do it?? Totally dun understand. Can someone Please enlighten me?? Wat exactly is Islam teaching those ppl.....its not that i hate the race or have anything against the religion lah but after watching the two totally sick clips, i realli wonders. Can someone pls do something about it to prevent all this stupid things from happening again?? Fucking crazy lor these ppl.....Kill them all lah....they are all pollutants....cleanse them off the earth surface.....WTF? AAArrrrrggghhhh!!!! WTF is happening to the world???? Civilization??? wat is civilization???

Fuck the M@*l1ms,
Teddy

Boring Fri nite and sat morning but a fulfilling sat nite......:)

So sian.....fri work til evening 8 then leave office. Work snowballed so much that i have to get justin's help to finish my work partially, PARTIALLY only leh.....die lah the coming week sure more hectic.....after that went homefor dinner cos promise mum that me will be home for dinner lor.....so tired and money all used up so never really go anywhere lah. jus deposited paycheck after left office....monday then can see the balance. Slept early on fri nite at ard 11.....considered early liow cos since started working, most fri nite go out til late then return..wont sleep til ard 2 to 3 in the morning....and guess wat, woke up super early on sat morning......nv go out also cos no one jio go anywhere and also have to attend lesson at 6 so whole morning and afternoon do nothing. Went muchuan early to watch Wang Fu Yue Tuan and peggy xu zhe pei live performance @ muchuan (got pic to see below) Damn crowded lor....so long nv see muchuan go so much ppl liow seriously. And wang fu really impress me with their wierd but fun music.....especially the guitarist...super cute and farney....going to buy their album liow...after that go lesson and learnt to sing Eason's Shiong Mei....followed by Steamboat buffet dinner @ marina south wif platoon mates.....damn fun cos we were like KPKB the whole nite.....like in camp like that....haha then after the dinner no where to go liow so settled wif bowling....had three games and ended wif sore fingers liow....but my bowling skills not bad leh..haha for a guy so long time nv play lah...haha...Gan jie, want to challange me?? anytime leh....wont lose to u liow this time. So when r we going bowling again?? i anytime onz u one hahaha!!! :D

Cheers,
Teddy(5ti1LuvHY)











wang fu band live in muchuan


peggy and wang fu


bowling @ marina south after steamboat buffet dinner