Exams over

Exam finally over liow. I should be feeling relieved?? Well, seems to me that this is not the case leh, cos i feel more pressurized liow as to whether i can pass the paper or not. As i really dun want to disappoint my father whom had paid for the fee. I should have put in more effort into studies lah. Haiz....too late liow lor. A word of advice for Tommy boy....."Start Now, Dun Wait Til Its Too Late". Actually i am quite tired of my life and how i live my life liow. Tired of being the Good guy whom everybody think could be expandable. Tired of being fat.....tired of being Mr. nice guy and all. Always have the feeling of under-achieving. Maybe i should realli go do something bout it and start making life interesting for myself. I love music so maybe i should go take part in competitions and spice up my life. Seriously, if i have the money now, i would start up a business on my own and try to make things happen. Feel that its more satisfying this way, Opening a cafe with sofa seats and dimly litted, playing downtempo grooves, jazz, blues, bossa nova and serving good coffee or alcohol with a pool table or two. i onli get to live once and its onli for that few decades and i had already spent a quarter of my life loofing ard without accomplishing much. Its time i live for myself and stop living life for others. Is this wat they call the Quarter-life Crisis?? i need Guidance, i Need a sign or a beacon to show me the way. Feeling sort of lost rite now.....Light of Hope??? YES, Please....Over Here.....Maybe i should just start with my fitness routine. Hopefully this urge to keep fit can sustain for a while.

Cheers,
Teddy-yu ren(Fool)