TEDDY's Bloogie

Content: No preservatives, no artificial coloring or flavouring. No superficial but maybe some explicit contents. 100% pure and natural me.....watch out and u might see the other side of me which i dont normally show.....Indulge with care :Þ Cheers, TeDDy

Monday, September 27, 2004

Bintan Trip....

ONE WORD......"SHIOK".....long time never play so much liow....and wat can i say? Bintan is a beach bum's paradise.....Didnt really took a lot of photos lah. Only a bit but already canshow u ppl how nice it is in bintan liow. Although the food there quite ex, but i feel its really a trip worth spending. Recommended and i might jus org one again next yr ard mid yr cos monsoon season had started. Been raining in the afternoon for the three days i've been there but its onli a short rain but still quite wasted cos wanted to do a major suntan there but in the end onli tan a bit onli.Expected to come back with major sunburn but didnt.

Went with my colleagues and we booked a villa which is a bungalow with four rooms and seaview. So nice....10 over ppl can squeeze inside and still got room to sleep. With private pool and short walking distance from beach. Imagine drinking and smoking in the pool....shiok rite??

Food not bad there, morning got breakfast buffet provided and one particular cafe food quite reasonable and portion quite big also. Bought six bottles of hard liqour and sixty packets of cig....in the end can finish the cig and started to give away as tips on the last day and the liquor have to carry home. Played go cart and jet ski, had BBQ dinner, played Zhong ji mi mah and drink til late nite.....joking and laughing none stop. Totally relaxed and destress during my three days there.

enuff of text.....use pics to tell instead.


oh para para...dise


paradise 2


paradise1


monkey business??


nah....(middle finger)


buggy.....


drummer.....


even more relac


relac..


BBQ dinner....shiok


go carting


my boss


bintan lagoon resort villa


jap lunch


bintan advance grp

Sunday, September 19, 2004

this world

An advice for all.....Be glad that you are born into this wonderful world. To be able to experience all the wonderful things that this world offers, yes and that include your fucking boring history teacher, your fucked up neighbour, the fucker who dumped you. Its because you are alive and that ENTITLES you to have all this kind of good and bad experiences.

Life is never a smooth ride, i feel that parents should inculcate this to all their kids when they were young and teach them to appreciate all that they have and not take things for granted. Cos this world had come to a stage that everyone had taken things for granted. Like for example, you would expect your pc to be turned on with a flick of a switch, water to flow with a turn of the tap, everything to be in place like every other day. But have you actually thot of wat will happen if suddenly one day everything you expect to happen didnt turn out that way?

And honestly after reading the latest issue of National Geographics, that day wont be far away. And i know that noone really cares anyway.....

Let me tell u that u will kill urself earlier than you think if life were to be like how you want it to be cos everything will be so predictable and routine and monotonous. Humans learn their lessons faster thru pain, and we all learn thru our mistakes so if life were to be so perfect, nothing will ever improve.

so much preaching....nothing to blog thats y one week onli blog once. Nothing much happened this week except that i finally got to see her last tuesday for dinner with vive. It had been such long time.....and although the food we had was far from good, had a nice time catching up.

Yesterday went to derek and elaine's housewarming cum baby's first birthday and starting thinking whether i will end up like them one day or otherwise? Get married, have a child and bought a flat. Everything seems like fixed even b4 anything was place in order. Nice knowing that everyone are still in one piece and living life well, met up for movie with kk, bern and ganjie. and after the movie, proceeded to AMK for supper with my sec sch npcc frens.

didnt do much today also, woke up, went to dad's fren's place to check on faulty com, came home and played bit of game, went to look at car again and this time its quite fixed that we are gonna get the lancer and took a whole stack of forms to fill in. Such a hassle to buy a car, everything need form to fill up. And the worst thing is that we had to wait til beginning of nov to collect the car cos we choose black colour which is a hot colour and demand was very good. well, wat to do?? nvm lah i guess, its jus a matter of time onli mah. Next week, i will be away to bintan with colleagues. from fri to sun i will be away. realli looking forward to it cos never been there b4 and it had been a long time since i had such breaks. Hope i have fun there and dun worry there will be photos. Till i blog again, stay happy ppl....

Cheers,
Teddy

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Tiring weekend

Ok lah....not very very tiring lah, jus that i feel very tired and sleepy even though i slept my whole sunday away. Friday nite i didnt realli do anything cos i have to go for a health screening at sengkang on sat morning ard 9.30. Very early rite?? and we were suppose to stop food intake after 11.30 on fri nite so that the result would be more accurate. Well, the results were fine except that i am still overweight....(obviously, i know myself) even though i had been trying to cut down my weight which i had. The last time i weigh myself, ard 104Kg, and on sat when they weigh me, ard 96kg.....was quite happy to know that lah but i am still very far away from my ideal weight at 77Kg. The urine test and the blood test have to wait for an hour to know the result so i asked them to mail me the result instead cos i realli dun want to wait that long and i am so hungry liow.....

After the screening, went to yishun and met Ang Hock Beng, one of my best campmates, for a hair cut. Cos he also cut his hair at the same saloon one mah...which belongs to my uncle. And we went Safra yishun for a swim after that....So shiok cos never swim for Months liow....And result, slight sun burn on shoulder....KNS!!!!

After the swim we went for lunch and parted our way after we bought a pillow each at $9.90. Dun ask me how come suddenly buy pillow cos i also dun know...Went home to shower and went out to get tickets for movie with ganjie at PS. Called HY but her phone was off. Wanted to jio her for movie also cos super long never see her liow.....but in the end still me and my ganjie onli. Watched "Harold and Kumar goes to white castle" Its a hilarious comedy but quite meaningless lah but we did enjoy the good laugh though.....Rating? Can watch but dun waste $2 more for it....watch it on weekdays. And after the show? Went Kbox wif my ganjie.....wah and the two of us sang from ard 10 til 3 in the morning....Super shag and tring lor but we had fun though and my ganjie wants me to teach her how to sing better.....and we were so hungry after the KTV session that we went Mr. Bean for food to fill our stomach a bit.....

And slept til ard 3 plus today and woke up to iron my clothes.....and after which, went with my family to Shop ard for Car.....Looked onli at two brands though, Mitsubitshi and Toyota which we thought were quite value for money and ultimately we decided for the Mitsubitshi Lancer 1.6 5M/T Sports. My sis gonna book the car next week...but will have to depend on the availability of the stock to decide when to pick up the car.....Looking forward to it man....hee hee finally......

Very sleepy and lethargic....going sleep liow....til i blog again!!

Cheers,
Teddy

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

to flee or not to flee???

Went to her friendster acct and took a peek, Noticed she had changed her nick and open her pic page, saw some new fotos. I tried to forget bout everything that had so called happened and tried giving up. Ganjie had tried hard to persuade me to move on and thomas had encouraged me to carry on with my life but seems that bits and pieces still lingers. I had not been seeing her for one month plus liow and i still long to see her. Feel that she had been kind of like avoiding me or something.

I shouldnt be bloggin all this down but.....i have gained quite a bit of wisdom and way of life from everything since i worked and i can say that my exp pts had realli increased. Feel that things shouldnt be forced and "the greatest thing u'll ever learn is jus to love and be loved in return" but before all this, have to learn to luv urself first. We have to be selfish sometimes cos not all things work ur way or the way u want so sometimes its better to gain something first before losing something, then ur life will be so called balanced. If not u will tend to lose urself in the end.

Well, maybe she can go ahead and be frank bout it.....tell me straight and i can realli give it up and we can still go on as frens.....cos she's too good a fren to lose. I have learnt to take things easily as they come but of cos, somethings needs time to dilute. Guessed that she had lots of frens who acted kind of like the same way as me, fell for her and sort of things. That explains y she is so seasoned when it comes to handling all this thingy.

Might jus be that i think too much also.....old habit acting up again. might jus be she not in good mood as things had not realli been going well for her?? But no pt guessing and all lah.....we seems to be talking less cos i call her less often now and when i do, we dun realli tok much also.....i'm not realli good at toking lah especially to someone i adore. I can tok a lot of crap to frens and buddies but not to someone i like. Well, that me lor.....So still trying to smooth things out and trying to work things out. Hope that everything will go well in the end like wat she said, "everything will be fine in the end, if its not, then its no the end" well said, very well said indeed.

Cheers,
Teddy

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

nothing to blog.....

Its been quite some time since i last blog....actually onli ard one week onli lah. Cos nothing much to write lor....life had been quite dull, onli able to enjoy a bit during the weekends. Wanted to write something on how i spent my weekend but i feel no need liow cos ganjie and thomas had both written and posted pics on it so save me the trouble also....if want to see can go to their blog and take a peep.
My GaNjIe's blOgspOt~
Thomas's Crap and racist World -_-"

Sunday was interesting, My sis had this lobang to work as a marshal for a game, organised by this company call NuQuest. It was something like Amazing race but singapore style where contestant were grp up and they have to start off from one location, solved clues and complete obstacles along the way and go thru checkpoints all over singapore. They flaged off from Compasspoint and my sis and gang and i were stationed at suntec to give them clues and act as checkpoint also. Very fun.....one of the obstacle is called Speedtrap where participants were given a clue and they have to find one Orange Car kiddie ride and they have to let one kid ride it in order to earn 300 pts. And the next clue leads them to beach rd army market. Like that one day as marshal earn $50 and i spent everything on two G2000 long sleeve shirt. yes two for $49. very cheap.

I thought the game was very fun and if have chance, would also like to try it.....seems like fun esp with bunch of good frens. Will look out for it and jio ppl to join if there is any such games being ORG!!!

Cheers,
Teddy

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

will i be able to sing @ muchuan again?

KNS.....Ah du jus told me to sing on 31st aug onli then also never in form me that they are doing the final selection on that day and i thot its jus an ordinary new singers nite. And now i really wonder whether i will have the chance to sing in muchuan again. If i dont, i will be so so disappointed and i'm taking guitar lessons to enhance my ability to perform also.....if i am not selected, all my money and effort will sort of be wasted. :( But if i realli didnt get thru, looking on the bright side, at least i had the chance and had a wonderful exp.....keeping my fingers crossed now. Hope to hear good news soon lor. The most unforgettable exp is the day i performed @ suntec for charity on national day, i realli felt so satisfied and fulfilling after the performance and the feeling is even way much better than singing in muchuan. Realli hope i have the chance to perform in public again soon.

Its midweek and realli feel very tired from work. Starting to feel the hardship of working life. Feel lots of stress in office cos dun know y, things always go wrong one.....there wont be a day where things can go very smoothly, sure something will cock up one.....jus matter of big or small onli.....very tired leh.....haiz....

But i feel that its not the job, its the ppl working in the co. really.....sometimes how i wish i can do everything by myself then things wont cock up.....but i know i cant. And if i dun learn to manage all this, everywhere i go will be the same. Guess i muz grow up and thats where i gain exp and knowledge from lor.....still got a lot of things to learn thats y i'm still clinging on to the job. If not, i would have left long ago.....realli.

Thats all for todays blog, til i blog again.....

Cheers,
Teddy