Finally......a movie definitely worth catching... :)

good movie

jus as i was giving up on the movie industry, this korean movie saved it....Titled, Windstruck, although i feel not better than the previous gig, My sassy girl, but can be on par.....besides having the same female lead, the story line was in a similar plot but different in a way that this time the female lead was more emotional....Sorri gan jie, that nite u suggested that we go catch it?? actually i wanted to watch it with someone else....hehe hope u dun mind huh!!! Dun worry i will ask raymond to go watch it wif u.....if u like my sassy girl, u will definitely like this one. HY says its better than my sassy girl but i dont agree....y? its not as funny lah although its has its fair bit of comedy in it.....but its definitely more touching than my sassy girl. watch out for the ending scene.....i'm not going to reveal too much cos it will spoil the whole show. PPL, go catch the show....worth every cents, especially if u watched it wif ur special someone ;) the next movie i'm actually looking forward to is actually Brotherhood...also a korean movie. no not spiderman2....such lame show....well the koreans sure make good movies nowadays huh?? wonder wat took it so long for them to surface in singapore!!!

cheers,
Teddy

Introducing.....my daughter named LYNN :)

My daughter lynn, haha cute or not??

Time reali flies --=@=--

Never realize that time realli pass so fast when u r busy.....its like its the weekend liow in a blink of an eye....and the weekend always have to pass so damn blody fast. Never even rest enuff then have to start work again liow....WTF!!! Had realli been a busy week last week and recalling that today is WED liow. Two days more to the weekend again and wah....no wonder people age so fast cos time realli wait for no one. Hence, feel that we muz always try to use our time wisely....-_-"(spend all my time working lah) and treasure every minutes and seconds. Be happy that u can open ur eyes and wake up every morning. in fact we should be gratful that we were given this chance to live every morning, every day. So we shall not wait for time also.....in fact we muz get ahead of time if not, travel with time and not lag behind.....To the one i love, time is not something we can afford to waste, muz treasure every seconds of our life cos we never know wat will happen tomolo and whether someone will still be by ur side at the end of the day. so hope that u can treasure the time i spent on u and not let it go to waste cos the time i spend thinking of u is priceless and can never be retrieved. Let not the heart of someone who love u go to waste, as he will never always be there for u. He will, only when u know how to treasure his time and effort. u have onli one life so live it wisely. To all the ppl out there, Look ard u and u might jus find that special someone who r willing to spend their precious time thinking of u and treasure them cos they r hard to come by and they might jus disappear the next day. Dont bother to spend time on someone who wont even spare a second on u!!! Time is priceless and can never be saved or accumulated. Spend it wisely and meaningfully. :)

cheers,
Teddy

WORST movie ever watched......:(

hey ppl, if u r thinking of catching a movie during the weekend or even weekdays, Pls do not watch the japanese horror titled: "Seance". released on 17th june, its a total crap....not even worth $6.50...if i know the show gonna be that way, offer me free i also wont watch...realli...total waste of time and resources...realli wondering how it made its way to singapore screens. Out of 5 stars, i give ZERO, KOSONG!!! however if u r still going to watch it, well then good luck and dun say i never inform huh!!!!!

cheers,
Teddy

HaPpieSt Day!!! :)

Wow, this is one of my happiest day in my life so far. I shall describe everything from the beginning of the day to now. Actually i met up wif her last nite wif her frens and one fren of my for dinner lah. Although we didnt tok much thru out the nite but it was a relief to see that she looked better than a week ago. Was realli tired lah and this morning have to go to Ngee ann poly to set up things for Mon's notebook distribution. So sian...cos usually sat morning can sleep til late late one. but anyway, i woke her up this morning for her checkup....she supposed to go for medical checkup but when i called her at ard 12 plus, she said she never go for the checkup and i asked if she coming for my performance later and she said see how lor....KNS....waste my effort to wake her up but i dun mind....hehe.....then rush down to Muchuan to practice for the performance....expecting that she wont turn up.....and in the midst of practicing, my gan jie karen sms me and said she couldnt make it and apologised. Bit disappointed lor but have to understand that something impt might have cropped up lah. so no prob.

this time my performance was at Apollo centre muchuan. Partnered wif ah du and my fellow course mate called jenix. Jenix is a very good guitar player....upon hearing that we will be performing together, she asked me for the song list i'm goin to sing for today one week in advance and she listened to the songs and practice them. she's very good and we practiced on last tuesday...everything went smooth.

then ah du told me he can onli help us play for the first hour and the rest of it we have to manage it by ourself. we r a bit worried that we cannot managed lah haha. and jus as ah du is leaving for his class (he teaches), i asked him to help me play one song, Tian Tian Xiang Ni, and dedicated it to her even when she not there. i didnt mention her name which everyone asking me to say, i jus said that i'm singing this for the owner of Gou xiong brand alarm clock.....haha onli she knows wat this means.....anyway we had a short break after ah du left and went on to perform after. And as we were performing, my sec sch frens starts coming in....realli happy to see them....and after them, she came wif kk and vive. I was so surprised......in fact very very surprised and she is wearing her pink dress and she looked so good. i'm so happy at that moment that word cant describe my esctasy. After i saw her, i did my best in all the songs i sang and Fwah.....happy til dun know wat to say....
after a while, a tan guy called jian hua came on stage suddenly....i thot who he is and he turned out to be a muchuan singer who sings on sunday nites. and ah du never mentioned anything.....hai wo sia dao. anyway the fact that she came for my performance realli made my day. And i did feel that i improved a bit since my first performance lor. Verry Verry happy though can be better if my gan jie turned up and SHE complete her checkup wif negative results. Still this is the happiest day of my life.....and also mus mention ang hock beng who came last min...realli super last min...but at least he came lah haha....ok shared my happy day and my performance ended well....and for those whose present on my performance, any feedback how i can improve?? Pls leave behind ur comments in my shoutbox or friendster...thanks...

cheers,
Teddy

a song i wrote

During one of my vocal lesson in muchuan, my teacher ask us to do an assignment to help us understand the elements of a song more. Elements in sense of the feeling of the whole song, the meaning of the lyrics and how u would want to express urself in a song. We were given a simple tune and asked to become, 1.lyricist, 2.MTV Director for the song and 3.Singer. the tune goes like this: Do Re Mi Do Re Mi
Do Re Mi Do Do
Do Re Mi Do Re Mi
Do Re Mi Do Do

Do Ti La So Do Ti La So
So Fa Mi Re Do Re Mi
Do Ti La So Do Ti La So
So Fa Mi Re Do Do
Its a very simple and nice tune when played wif musical instruments. And we were given a week to complete the Assignment and have to present it during next lesson. This is my lyrics, written when i was thinking of her, missing her. It goes like this:
tian hen hei Feng hen ji
chuang wai hai xia ze yu
xian zai ni zai na li
wo zhen de xiang zhe ni

wo nao hai li quan dou shi ni
mei tian mei ye zai xiang ni
xiang gao shu ni que mei yong qi
wo zhen de hen ai ni

haha it sounds funny though when u sing it out without music support. But thats all i can think of. Two of my classmates wrote about school and another one wrote about being cheated by someone she loved. well, when writing lyrics, ppl always put in wat is on their mind at that very moment as one of my classmate who wrote about school had actually jus finished his exams. And he wrote something about the feeling when waiting for results to be posted. I told her about the assignment and actually wanted to sing it to her and ask her how it sounds but in the end i didnt. Didnt dare to and it sounds so awful also but strangely when i presented it and sing with her in my mind, it was the best song ever.....haha -_-" cos if u want to be a good singer, u will have to inject feelings into songs. thats wat the assignment was for, to help us notice it. So, lesson for those who wants to know more about singing, there u go. Do some homework and study the song lyrics and try to feel wat the lyricist feel when he/she was writing the song and inject that feeling into the song and it will sound very good. not like in ktv where u jus read and follow the word without feeling one.....lesson learned??

Cheers,
Teddy, the silly singing bear -_-"

Deprived of seeing someone......

" I may not understand watever u r going thru,
i jus know that i realli miss and cant wait to see u.
even if its jus a phone conversation,
or even a short SMS,
i will be happy and glad when i see ur name.
u can shut urself and not care about anything in the world,
but pls dont deprive me of seeing u,
as a look at ur face realli heals,
and makes my life looks more real.
i will try to give u care,
regardless of the return.
as giving care to someone dont cost me anything,
but its a bonus if in return i get something.
is this love?
or is this jus another blind infatuation?
probably, possibly, maybe.
the greatest thing u'll ever learn, is jus to love and be loved in return??
when will i ever learn?
i've never been thru anything like this, at least not so intense....
its all emotional they say but realli its not something u can control.
its easy for someone else to say and advice, but to realli act on it is another issue.
my advice for her?
go back to him if u realli think he is worth it and that he will provide all tender love and care. if not no point dwelling over it for so long. as his heart might already been given to someone whom he is going to provide all that.
i guess u know him more as u had been wif him for so long, if he realli had been missing in ur life for so long, why r u clinging on to it?? do u think he realli still care, when u r crying ur heart out, i guess he's out partying.
this is jus a blind guess, but seriously, is he realli worth it??
there is no lack of guys willing to give u care and concern u need.
and i am one of the silly ones.....giving blindly and quietly without expecting any returns.
how silly? how silly i am?? well, very, i guess? dont even have the courage to say it out.....jus few simple words is all it take to express myself and here i am typing everything out in words. i'm not good in words when it come to this kind of thing.....as good as dumb huh??
to the one who i'm writing all this to?? i realli like u a lot and i am sure u knew it long ago.....a chance is all i ask.....to take care of u and make u happy. may i??

cheers,
Teddy the silly bear -_-"

dream....illusion....mirage.....watever!!!

Dreamt of her last nite. Dreamt that we were together and it feels so good.....we were really "together". How i wish i never wake up from that dream. Heard that when u dream of something, reality always turn out the opposite way...wah!! dont know true or not...den if let me choose, i rather not have this dream at all. Maybe think too much lor then dream of her, theres a saying like "Ri you suo si, ye you suo meng"....

Now become her alarm clock liow. Every morning give her morning call cos she been late for work lately. dun know wats bothering her also. Think she too used to sleeping late then got this problem of inability of waking up early in the morning. Met her last sat and found out she had been sick for quite sometime liow, sore throat and cough and runny nose. she looks so sick and tired lor....dark eye ring also very visible. can see she have not been sleeping well for the past few weeks. haiz...... if i can i rather let her take sleeping pills or worst force her to sleep early as i know she wont one. she would rather watch tv or pack her accessories or clothings....
but now i am obligated to give her morning call every morning i also happy..... cos would get to hear her sleepy voice every morning realli makes my day haha.....too obsessed liow.... well at least happy for a while lor.....can someone get me out of this?? jiu jiu wo bah!!! being happy of becoming an alarm clock also happy....i think i need a shrink liow.....anyone can intro one to me??

cheers,
Teddy